"Yeah, I know," Molly says, her own expression growing softer. "But if I don't joke about being the size of a fucking house, it's a lot more likely to drive me crazy." Even then, it isn't really that simple, but she wouldn't be entirely sure how to explain that to him. It isn't like she thinks the way he sees her has changed at all, but the way she sees herself as, and for her, that's not a new sensation. After everything that happened with Patrick, looking in the mirror was like seeing a completely different person, someone other than her. The same is true now. She doesn't feel right in her own skin, she hates the way she looks and the inconvenience of it, and for all that she's nowhere near ready for it yet, a part of her can't wait to give birth just so she can be done with being pregnant. "It's... not so much about what you think as it is what I think."
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Date: 2016-08-14 08:45 am (UTC)